MY LOVE

Assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulilah, after a long time finally i able to write again.
I was super busy with assignment and case presentation.
Every week was like havoc for me, but what i can do other than alhamdulilah because ALLAH always there for me, to help me to pass through this phase.

Today, im not gonna to write about me, but it is about My Parent.
How i am in love with both of them.

Pass two weeks ago, i had my first end of posting which is surgical posting. It was my first time and i dont know how to study and prepare for it. I was like super stresssss with it because i dont know what should i do. I was crying for the whole week and i told everything that i felt to my Mami. I WANT TO STOP STUDY AND I WOULD LIKE TO START MY NEW ONE. I JUST LIKE HATE MEDICAL SCHOOL .

My mum was silent and at th same time, my brother Faris and Abah were coming to my room might be they can hear me crying , plus the door was open.

I was crying for the whole evening because i cannot stand anymore.  And what mami and abah doing were so amazing. They change me lot which cause me to in love with them plus a little bit in love with medical school. hahahahaha

Starting on that day, every time of solat, i will solat "berjemaah" with mami and abah. At early, i was crying every time we were solat and it was aggrevated when my mum put her hand on my head. She will recite a special doa just for me. And my abah will prepare the breakfast just for me.

My mum also teach me to wake up early. She teach me to solat tahajud, solat sunat subuh and solat sunat wudhuk. Besides, she will always end our solat session with tazkirah. She always used beautiful words in order to inspired me and i was super in touch with them.

WHAT HAPPEN AFTER THAT?

I was in love with them.
I always missing them especially when i heard "AZAN"
I always want to see them in front of me.
I always want them to be save, not be hurting and even i cant see if they were lifting any heavy item
And i want them to be with me until to the end of my life.

Others changes?
Yes , i do .
A lot of changes i had in my life.
Im start to wake up early because i want to start my day with solat tahajud
I able to used my time wisely
Im start in love to read and understand the medical book hahahaha
Allah ease my day by making it simple
Allah protect me and my family.
And many more...
(* hikmah solat tahajud dan solat berjemaah)

Starting from that event,
I always thinking,
ALLAH know what the best for me
ALLAH know me better me myself
ALLAH know everything
ALLAH MAHA MENGETAHUI

-Dayang bongsu-
25/11/17
12.48 pm
* missing my Mami in Shah Alam and Abah at the Masjid Makmur + my bro 😂😗😗😗







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